i feel that i'm not giving equal treatment to my friends. or rather, good friends. certain people, i have high expectations from them. certain group, i don't expect anything in return. i don't know where this unfairness came from.
maybe it's time to do some self-criticism.
*when there are no expectations, a small surprise can also bring about large happiness. (i should truely learn to understand this.)
what we could have been, 12:27 AM.