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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

last day of 2008.
364 days passed unknowingly, and now we're just a day away from 2009.

2008:
i had my fair share of tears and laughter, happiness and sadness, ups and downs. i recovered many friendships whom i haven't been contacting much over the years. Regina, Grace, Marielle, Andrea, Meishan, Yisheng, Alvin and Jianqi, thanks for being back in contact again. i also became closer with Sexists and Kukus (Huijun, Christine, Robinson, Yvonne, Claire, Zaw etc) through many birthday celebrations and surprise attacks *and more to come*. of course, not forgetting friends whom i've always been in constant contact with, thanks for everything. i learnt many lessons this year, and it definitely helped me to become a better person.

as much as i've celebrated many birthdays this year, there were also the passing of many people, including artistes from around the world and my history teacher. life is really fragile and anybody can just collapse any moment. this makes me all the more appreciate each time i meet my friends. thanks, my friends, for staying healthy and letting our friendship last longer.

i don't have any resolutions, only wish for more independence and freedom. i'm happy when people around me are happy.

come january, it's going to be an eventful month. besides CNY, i'll also be meeting meishan, a kbox and steamboat session with my coursemates, having my diploma tutorial group gathering as well as meeting up with my diploma girls. not forgetting michelle rachel's 21st too. meanwhile, take care everybody and meet up soon!! =))


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31st dec of every year, i'll think of the countdown party we had at yisheng's place in 2003, with other sec4 classmates. miss the night, miss the fun, miss the group. i'm always hoping to have the gathering again, even if it's just a few of us. but i don't know when this will happen. hopefully next year?

what we could have been, 12:48 AM.
Friday, December 26, 2008

i'm beginning to suspect that my friend didn't transfer money to me at all, and she bluffed that she did. (yes, the same girl who still owes me money for e psp) well last year-end, we went to the siloso beach party together and i paid for her ticket first. after that, she said she transferred money to me but i didn't receive it. (there was another time but i can't remember when) i thought it was my account problem and didn't really want friends to transfer money to me (unless no choice). strangely, whenever my sis did internet-transfer to me, i always get the money. recently, a few friends had to transfer money to me, so i gave them my account number, wishing that i'll really get the money and not gone somewhere else. and i got it. this made me start to suspect if she really transferred to me?? what do you guys think??

on the other hand, i talked about sms-ing her regarding the psp money right?? i smsed her 3times and there was no reply. regi suggested that i used my other number to sms her. i did, but still, no reply. i started with "hey, how are you?". yet, she didn't message back. she's beginning to get on my nerves lah. i said before if she doesn't reply anything by end of this month, it'll be the end of the friendship. i think i can do so now. a few more days doesn't matter to her anyway. so yah, bye ch** we***ng, you b***h. i hope that many people will borrow money from you next time and won't return you.

p/s : am i evil to do this??

what we could have been, 6:34 PM.
Saturday, December 20, 2008

here are the pictures taken at yisheng's bday party. he set a costume theme...i dressed up as a chambermaid!! haha there were many other characters, greek goddess, flintstone, harry potter, gladiator, scooby-doo, samurai etc!! he also did a performance with 3 friends....so cool~~















p/s: don't laugh too hard at the 2nd last pic!! i know i look weird with that wig!! lol

what we could have been, 11:57 PM.

just came back from yisheng's 21st bday party!!! fun night, accompanied with nice food (it's practically e most high-class buffet that i've ever eaten at a party), wonderful friends, and a great theme that my friend set. pictures up later, after i get them from regi!!

this marks e end of the 16 21st-birthdays that i celebrated this year!! *and it's definitely a very nice ending.* i know it's kind of crazy that i actually kept record...just for the fun of it though haha. of course, lots of money have been spent on presents too *haix*!! lol anyway next up, michelle rachel's 21st on jan 10th!! sexists, are you all going?? hope to see you all then!! =)

p/s: i've finally given my friends e christmas presents that i made for them. it's my first attempt at that, but still, hope you guys like it.

what we could have been, 1:35 AM.
Monday, December 08, 2008

i know this's not the first time i'm talking about her, this "so-called-friend", the one who happily asked me to pay for her psp. on saturday, 1 of my jc classmate celebrated his 21st birthday so i thought of asking 1 girl who's going to help me collect money from other classmates (i couldn't make it as i had a dinner to celebrate my dad's birthday and my parents' anniversary; and apparently that girl wasn't invited). when i asked my friend for this favour over msn on friday night, she said "we gave her a birthday present when we went to her party!! i thought you 2 settled this among yourselves already"!! ok fine, i accept and i said i'll ask the girl for the money since she got another present from my friends. *i'm not wrong right?? she was given another present so she ought to return me the money??*

i sms-ed her on saturday afternoon and just now, asking her to return me the money, if can't pay full, split half also can. yet she didn't reply me at all!! i don't know is it that she's not in sg, or is she avoiding me. i'm just going to keep messaging her till end-dec (maybe). if by then she still doesn't reply me anything, i can say, that marks the end of the friendship. i seriously wish that things dont get to that stage, but if she's going to do that to me, i'll do the same back to her. anyway such a "friend" is not worth for me to mix with, and i won't give a damn whether i lose this friend or not. money-wise, i'll just take it that i gave the money to charity *in a super unwilling manner*!! i can only say "jasmine law, you've been fooled"!!!

on a side-note, this doesn't apply to everybody. she's the first person that i'm going to blacklist, and i hope will be the last. from the start, in my jc days, she didn't treat me very well either!! btw friends, if you really need to any favour from me, and it's within my abilities, i'll surely help. i know clearly which friendships to treasure and which i should not bother. this won't happen to other friends because i trust u all, but for her, there's not a word of trust to talk about.

*this sound so unlike me ya?? this's probably the worst thing i've ever done in my life, and this's also what happens if you step on my tail.

what we could have been, 10:11 PM.
Monday, December 01, 2008

recently, i told my sis about some friends going overseas, 1 going europe with school, 1 went amsterdam to visit her bf and another going toronto to visit another friend. and her reply was "your friends all very rich hor?? so what if parents are sponsering?? next time start work and earn alot of money also can go travelling as much as you want what!!" i don't deny what she said is wrong, but don't everybody need a break occasionally?? i seriously feel that my family don't understand me at all. they don't know that i don't like to eat dim sum, that i don't eat certain kinds of mushroom and what nots. they don't know that sometimes, i also wish for a break outside singapore. it's not because i see my friends going holiday that's why i want to go (well partly), but more importantly is i'm quite tired of the life that i'm leading now and i just simply WANT A BREAK!!!!

2 years ago, before my sis went taiwan for business trip, she said i could join her over there since i was having hols then. but somehow, that business was cancelled and so she owes me a tw trip now!! whenever i ask, she'll say "wait till you graduate lor". well, if she really has the heart to pay for the trip, she won't always be saying that. she could just let me go when i had my 3-4 months of hols these 2 years!! i really shouldn't trust anybody's words again, or rather selectively.

why am i always the one???

what we could have been, 10:46 PM.

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