Monday, April 27, 2009
i'm so tired that sometimes i just feel like..........
i don't know how to finish the statement. i only know that i'm starting to get very tired of everything. recently i feel like not caring about my friends' problems anymore but i just 做不到.
suddenly i feel that i'm giving too much and not receiving anything. 1 friend told me before that nobody will always be giving, someday, they'll receive too. but will i ever be on the receiving end? beats me....
sometimes i wonder, who really understands me? or rather, who knows what i want? i can understand everybody around me, but do they understand me? seriously, i'm getting tired of having expectations and hearing promises. maybe not having expectations for anything makes my life happier.
i don't know what's the purpose of and the meaning behind this entry. i just feel frustrated and tired. i'm sorry guys.
i don't know how to finish the statement. i only know that i'm starting to get very tired of everything. recently i feel like not caring about my friends' problems anymore but i just 做不到.
suddenly i feel that i'm giving too much and not receiving anything. 1 friend told me before that nobody will always be giving, someday, they'll receive too. but will i ever be on the receiving end? beats me....
sometimes i wonder, who really understands me? or rather, who knows what i want? i can understand everybody around me, but do they understand me? seriously, i'm getting tired of having expectations and hearing promises. maybe not having expectations for anything makes my life happier.
i don't know what's the purpose of and the meaning behind this entry. i just feel frustrated and tired. i'm sorry guys.
what we could have been, 10:31 PM.
