Ever since i was told about Mr Tan's death on sun, a few questions have been ringing in my head. When i die, will anybody come to my wake?? Will anybody cry for me?? Will anybody remember me?? But of course, I'll never get the chance to know these answers. One thing for sure is that some things, if I don't say now, I'll surely regret for not doing so.
In the past 20 years of my life, I've met thousands of people. But there is this group who not only stepped into and left footprints in my heart, they also made great impacts in my life.
Clarence : We weren't close in school days, and I never thought that we'll become good friends one day. Sometimes, I'll think about how did we come to this stage that we are in today. There is only one answer, it's all because of you. It's you who made all these possible. Thanks for being there for me when I'm down, and for making my life so interesting. Having known you in my life is definitely the best memory I can ever get.
Andrea, Regina, Meishan, Marielle, Grace, Xiaobing, Alvin, Yisheng, Chuanmeng, Jianqi (and other fellow sec4 classmates) : I have always been proud to tell other people that zhss 4e1'03 is the best time of my school-life, and definitely the best classmates I can ever have. The rumours we spread in class, the competitions in which we cheered on together, the gatherings we had, the sweets we ate during lessons. 5years down the road, we're still in close contact with each other. Thanks for letting me believe that words like "keep in touch after graduation" and "friends forever" do exist. In the years to come, I hope that we'll have more 5years, even till the time we leave this world.
Huijun, Robinson : If I didn't join sentosa admission operations in 2007, I wouldn't have met the 2 of you. How is it possible that out of so many sentosa staff, the 3 of us can come together and become good friends?? The meal treats we gave each other, the day when we bought our 1st crumpler bags together, the late-night chats on msn, taking turns to be each other's "daddy" and "mummy" and especially the walks home. I never knew that walking can be so fun, and those journeys are "3 walks to remember". It seems like I can do crazy things with only you guys, spending money on xtreme swings (and hopefully bungy) and walking home. Both of you made me realise that doing simple things can be very interesting.
Michelle, Chiekling, Yunxian, Peiying : You girls never fail to make me say out my problems. Even if can't give any advice, you all still make very good listening ears. Those days when we studied together, the special occasions which we spent with each other (christmas, valentine's day, birthdays etc). Despite being in malaysia, but you all will still send messages wishing me happy birthday or good luck for exams. It may be just a simple sms, but to me, it means much more than that.
Sexists : The best colleagues I've ever got, who made working so fun n crazy. Meeting up just to eat, or watch movie, or play swings, no matter what we do, you guys definitely make the best company.
These may seem like my last words *hopefully not*, but they're truely words from the bottom of my heart. No words can explain how much i love all of you (and those people whom i didn't mention). Million of thanks for making my life so colourful. I can never imagine what my life will be if I hadn't known you all. No matter what happens in future or wherever I am, I'll never forgot every single one of you. Even when I'm gone.
what we could have been, 7:06 PM.