had a dreadful morning!!! but went out wif clar again!!!! haha continuous 4days...slept @ 4.30am ystd night...woke up @ 7.30am but was actually half awake @ abt 6+am!! dunno y cant slp...it was like mi mind was pre-occupied wif other stuff n just kept thinking abt it!! as i mentioned in e previous post...had to go down tampines 2dae!! suppposed to reach @ 9am but lazed ard @ hm after i woke up so left hse @ 9am instead!! was trying to slp on e bus but cldnt really slp...he msged mi n saed he was on his way to job interview @ buono vista!! his interview was scheduled @ 11.30am but dunno y he's gg down so early!! haha anywae i reached e CPF bldg...signed e document n left e place @ 10.15am!! gave mi fren a call n he asked if wanna meet!! i agreed but he saed he maybe gg hm to slp coz very tired...n asked mi nt to go!! i told him i'll juz go down buono vista to wait for him 1st den decide again!! reached buono vista @ 11.15am....listened to mi mp3 while waiting for him...he called mi after his interview @ 11.45am...n came @ 11.55am!! we boarded e train...n i presumed we were gg hm!!
along e way...he saw mi very sian n asked mi wat happened!! didnt wan to sae coz didnt wan to trouble him but he insisted tt i did so i told him!! nuting much lah...juz tt mi dad gave mi a damn big freaking scolding over breakfast for cuming hm @ 2+ in e morning!! he consoled mi n mentioned abt watching movie thou he's very tired!! i told him its ok n juz go hm since he's very sleepy...but he saed "i so steady one...ok de lah"!! n we went marina square n caught e 2.25pm showtime for Sex and the City!! haha 2hrs n 25mins movie....but nice show!!! after tt...we walked to peninsula plaza as he had to get a watch for his dad!! after getting e watch...we took train down to tampines coz he gotta sign e contract for e job!! ooh did i mention?? he got e job n will be starting work on mon as well!! after which...we took bus 72 back to hg!! he bought a combo fr ljs for dinner...walked to e bus-stop n i took bus hm!!
only slept 2hrs+ n had such a long day....but i'm more depressed den tired!! i mean haf i done anyting wrong?? i juz merely came back @ 2+ ystd!!! i noe its unhealthy but nt as thou i'm doing it on a daily basis rite?? nt even on a weekly basis!!! y mi sis dun get scolded for cuming back @ 3 but i get scolded like nobody's biz?? i'm 21 for god's sake....no longer an 11yr old kid!!! cant i get e life tt i ought to haf n enjoy freedom tt an adult shld get??? i feel mi life is like shit!!!!!
clarence...thanx for ur accompany today thou u were very very tired!! really appreciate it. when we start work next week....dunno when can meet for lunch/movie/shopping again!!! but still...cya soon!! haha
what we could have been, 6:25 PM.