i've thought it through!! after abt nearly 2weeks of thinking....i've decided not to be sad or depressed anymore!! well even if he n i cant be in a relationship....but we can be better off being friends!!! who says there cant be pure friendship btw a guy n a girl?? here's an example for u....haha previously was all mi misinterpretations n i've learnt mi lesson...now i'll put all those thinking aside n look ahead into e future!!!
money-wise...i noe u all r asking mi to get mi money back!!! i will....but not now!!! i'm nt tt hard-hearted lor....ask him back for money when he doesnt haf enuff to spend for himself!! he himself oso noes tt he owes mi alot of money!! for a start...when i started lending him money...i was alr prepared tt i may nt get e money back!! haha no worries abt it lah...money is
身外物!!! jun says money is very very important....i noe n i will earn it back!! i'll go back to work @ sentosa after exams...n tinking of giving tuition (which is quite a fast way to earn money) as well!! aiyo...nt as thou i lack money to use oso rite??? hahaha~~
hmm bf....i oso wan to find arh!! but its easier said den done leh....haha maybe i hafnt got e fate to meet e special one yet!! pray hard for mi tt i can get a bf ya!!! lolx....
no matter what....thanx to regi, alvin, jianqi, chiekling, n mi 2 gin nas (rob n jun) for their advice thru tt period of time!!! dun worry abt mi...i noe what i'm doing n i'm doing fine!! nothing will change between us....we'll still show concern for each other...go out wif him when he asks mi to etc!! i guess this friendship will last for very long....7yrs le n still gg strong....nt easy sia!! he asked mi last wk "i tink we'll keep in touch for very long??" haha yes we definitely will!! hope dere'll be more 7yrs to cum!! =)
trust mi...I'LL GET BETTER IN TIME!! lolx regi....find dis sentence familiar?? haha hafing dinner wif meishan, andrea n alvin 2ml....cant wait!!! haha juz love mi sec4 frenz...muz meet up more often!! byez...
what we could have been, 11:39 PM.