Thursday, October 05, 2006
i feel totally worn out as of dis moment....issit e lack of slp or e workload that's piling fr mi studies or issit e strange feeling in mi heart tt's causing mi to feel so tired??? i really dunno....maybe i shld juz tink thru dis problem when e wkend cums!!!
2ml is mid-autumn festival...another occasion when pple spend time wif their families n their loved ones!!! but for mi...tings r alwaes different!!! family-wise...mi's mum is in hospital while mi 2nd sis is in china!!! mi dad n mi eldest sis juz nv seem to be on talking terms...haiz overall mi family juz doesnt seem like a family so i can forget abt celebrating such occasions wif dem!!!
sometimes *or shld i sae recently* i really wonder...wats e feeling of spending all dese occasions wif ur bf/gf?? festivals like valentine's day, birthdays, mid-autumn festival, christmas n even e countdown to a new year....how is it like when i haf a bf?? will dese occasions still be a lonely day for mi?? or will it be a day when mi bf n i will stroll along esplanade or fullerton or singapore river, feeling each other's love n care?? for e past 19yrs...i've been leading a single life!! when can mi life change to hafing another person inside as well?? dis wish of hafing a bf haf been included in mi bday wish list which nv seems to cum true...i'm getting abit tired of being alone!!! especially seeing so many of mi frenz haf bf/gf...i juz cant stop being envious!!! haiz...i'm really sian le...
anywae here's wishing all mi frenz a happy mid-autumn festival first...dun forget to enjoy e day wif your loved ones!! :)
2ml is mid-autumn festival...another occasion when pple spend time wif their families n their loved ones!!! but for mi...tings r alwaes different!!! family-wise...mi's mum is in hospital while mi 2nd sis is in china!!! mi dad n mi eldest sis juz nv seem to be on talking terms...haiz overall mi family juz doesnt seem like a family so i can forget abt celebrating such occasions wif dem!!!
sometimes *or shld i sae recently* i really wonder...wats e feeling of spending all dese occasions wif ur bf/gf?? festivals like valentine's day, birthdays, mid-autumn festival, christmas n even e countdown to a new year....how is it like when i haf a bf?? will dese occasions still be a lonely day for mi?? or will it be a day when mi bf n i will stroll along esplanade or fullerton or singapore river, feeling each other's love n care?? for e past 19yrs...i've been leading a single life!! when can mi life change to hafing another person inside as well?? dis wish of hafing a bf haf been included in mi bday wish list which nv seems to cum true...i'm getting abit tired of being alone!!! especially seeing so many of mi frenz haf bf/gf...i juz cant stop being envious!!! haiz...i'm really sian le...
anywae here's wishing all mi frenz a happy mid-autumn festival first...dun forget to enjoy e day wif your loved ones!! :)
what we could have been, 9:07 PM.
