Friday, September 29, 2006

haiz...dunno wats wrong wif mi!!! for e past wk...i've been getting an irritating feeling in mi heart!!! n dis feeling is making mi pretty depressed!!! i dun even noe y haf dis feeling in e 1st place...maybe i shld really juz sit down n think thru e problem!!! sianx...

for e past few nights...yy n i haf been chatting on msn!!! she toked abt her loneliness n how tiring is it to like sum1 yet not getting any response fr e person...n i consoled her!!! but suddenly i felt...i'm probably not in any position to console her coz i'm feeling e same here!!! i cant even help miself...how to help her?? dose qns tt she asked mi...i've oso asked miself b4!!! well i told her mi way of getting thru dis period of time...n tt is do get urself bz so as to forget everyting!!! i did manage to get thru tt period but now i'm feeling e same again....oh man dis's killing mi!!! i alwaes tell miself hafta "shun qi zi ran"...n i'm trying very hard to be natural!! i've been telling miself that love is "ke yu bu ke qiu"...but sometimes i cant help but wish that he's mi bf!! i guess i really haf to juz let go n be natural...that's probably e only ting i can do for now!!!

ps : for anybody who's feeling e same as mi now...juz go n listen to yang cheng ling's "xi guan"!!! dis song is really nice... :)

what we could have been, 11:32 PM.