Tuesday, September 19, 2006

heard a very terrible news dis morning!!! mi mum's eldest sister called mi @ 6.30am (sg time) telling mi tt mi uncle (uncle eddie) in melbourne has passed away in e morning!! initially i tot y she called mi so early...but i was totally stunned when she told mi tt devastating news n it definitely woke mi up!!! after i hung up e call wif her n tried to go back to slp (supposed to wake up @ 7am)...but i simply cant!!! i cried abit while tinking abt e days when uncle eddie brought us ard to haf good food in mel n e days when we chat wif him!! haiz everyting's over alr!!! i've lost a uncle whom i'm quite close with...thou we're staying in different countries but he's alwaes very happy when any of us go over!!! *sob sob* all's gone....e days wif him ard r gone!!!! after tt i still went to school as usual but was simply nt in e mood to study...still cldnt get over e news!!! it all came so suddenly...

it really didnt cum to mi mind that uncle eddie will go so soon...i still tot he'll be able to pull thru till his son's graduation which will take place dis year end!!! but sadly...he didnt!! wonder how auntie lisa n his son are taking dis piece of news!! haiz...all's fated!! he has been brought back to the home of Lord where he wldnt haf to suffer anymore illness!!! everyting will be very peaceful for him from now on...

Uncle Eddie, i'm so sorrie that i didnt go over to visit u when ur condition was fluctuating badly dis year. The last time i went over with mi mum was in december 2005!! I remember you wanted me to help u download a list of songs n some of e songs r really not easy to find, that's why i took so long with it. Hope u dun blame mi for this...i will find time to go over mel to visit auntie lisa next year after mi 1st yr exams and i'll bring along e cd with all e songs you want. Meanwhile, pls bless your family, ur siblings, mi mum n everybody who loves n misses u!!! Farewell, uncle eddie. Rest in peace.

what we could have been, 3:35 PM.