Saturday, July 08, 2006
y no1 understands mi???? even mi dad n mum n sisters dun understand mi.....wat more mi uncles n aunties???? i told mi mum abt e taiwan trip...she agreed to it initially!!! but when i went to visit her 2dae...she told mi its not appropriate to go @ tt time!!! n all her siblings agree to tt too!!! i mean...wat e hell is wrong wif all of dem??? dey've all had their breaks by gg on holidays...so y cant i go??? n noeing dem...cuming back after mi bday can help dem save angbao $$$...dun dey like it???? since march when mi mum has been hospitalised till now...who noes how tired i m?? thou i dun visit her everyday since she shifted to ang mo kio hospital...but who can understand mi??? dun i deserve tt small taiwan trip??? all of dem sae its not e correct time to go because e maid will be cuming in soon n mi mum will be discharged ard tt time...but i wan to tell dem i didnt set mi trip to start on end-july for no reason!!!! obviously i've tot abt giving e maid sum time to adapt to our environment n letting mi mum settle in @ hm!! if dey sae i cant leave @ tt time...den can dey pls tell mi when is it best for mi 2 take mi break?? i'm starting school on 18th aug n i wldnt haf holidays till next july or so...y dun dey juz let mi off after undergoing so much over e mths??? y muz i understand wateva dey're doing but dey nv bother to understand mi a single bit??? i really dunno how long i can stand dis...who can help mi?????
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
