Thursday, July 06, 2006
haiz juz as england n brazil got kicked out in e world cup quarter-finals...now germany was kicked out of e semi-finals by italy in ystd's match!!! dey lost wif e score 0-2!! oh mi god...later portugal will be playing against france!!!! hope portugal can win tt match!!!!
dunno y but recently i've not been feeling good internally!!! nt tt i'm sick...but juz feel upset over many stuff!!! e worst is i'm 1 person who doesnt like to go ard telling pple mi problems...i'll juz keep everyting in mi heart!!! i guess all dese bottling up in mi heart is finally finding their way out now!!! hmm because of some misunderstandings (or shld i sae miscommunications)...mi uncles n aunties (mum's siblings) r sumhow not pleased wif mi!!! mi mum's elder bro was sort of reprimanding mi on sat...he was asking y issit tt its mi mum lying on e hospital bed yet i'm nt present @ e hospital everyday!!! i mean dun i haf e right to go shopping occasionally?? mi mum's lying on e hospital bed i haf to either coop @ hm everyday or haf to visit her everyday?? he saed all e siblings visit mi mum every single day...even when dey're sick...dey take a cab down!! i mean oso nt sae dey go everyday...dey seem to tink tt i'm dumb enuff to believe his words!!! i haf mi own life...n i alwaes make it an effort to go every 2-3days!!! is tt wrong?? i really dun understand...@ such a time when mi mum's in hospital...dun u tink dey shld be tinking how m i coping wif tings n stuff?? y r dey scolding mi instead?? nt only mi mum's siblings...even mi dad too!! seriously sumtimes i really dunno how to communicate wif dem!!!! issit mi problem or issit theirs??? can sum1 teach mi???
haiz...i really dunno lah!!! everynite like i'm crying miself 2 sleep...hope tings can get beta!!! n i really hope to go on a hol b4 mi school starts!!!!! haiz who can help mi???????
dunno y but recently i've not been feeling good internally!!! nt tt i'm sick...but juz feel upset over many stuff!!! e worst is i'm 1 person who doesnt like to go ard telling pple mi problems...i'll juz keep everyting in mi heart!!! i guess all dese bottling up in mi heart is finally finding their way out now!!! hmm because of some misunderstandings (or shld i sae miscommunications)...mi uncles n aunties (mum's siblings) r sumhow not pleased wif mi!!! mi mum's elder bro was sort of reprimanding mi on sat...he was asking y issit tt its mi mum lying on e hospital bed yet i'm nt present @ e hospital everyday!!! i mean dun i haf e right to go shopping occasionally?? mi mum's lying on e hospital bed i haf to either coop @ hm everyday or haf to visit her everyday?? he saed all e siblings visit mi mum every single day...even when dey're sick...dey take a cab down!! i mean oso nt sae dey go everyday...dey seem to tink tt i'm dumb enuff to believe his words!!! i haf mi own life...n i alwaes make it an effort to go every 2-3days!!! is tt wrong?? i really dun understand...@ such a time when mi mum's in hospital...dun u tink dey shld be tinking how m i coping wif tings n stuff?? y r dey scolding mi instead?? nt only mi mum's siblings...even mi dad too!! seriously sumtimes i really dunno how to communicate wif dem!!!! issit mi problem or issit theirs??? can sum1 teach mi???
haiz...i really dunno lah!!! everynite like i'm crying miself 2 sleep...hope tings can get beta!!! n i really hope to go on a hol b4 mi school starts!!!!! haiz who can help mi???????
what we could have been, 12:44 AM.
