Friday, March 17, 2006

haiz...now i'm tinking if admitting into e hospital is a good or bad ting?? instead of recovering fr her fever...mi mum seems to deteriorating each day!!! yet e doctors still cant give an answer to her illness!!! she was admitted last fri n she looked fine...her condition was still ok over e wkend!! but tings started getting worse from mon onwards....she was losing her appetite each day n she had to be fed for her meals!!! on wed...her right eyelid was drooping so badly till she could not even open her eyes!! suspecting tt her constant high fever for e past 3wks may affect her brain...we requested for a brain scan for mi mum!!! well tt obviously turned out to be e correct way coz dey found 3black dots in her brain after e scan...n she was brought to e MICU immediately on thurs!! dey oso found fluid pressing on her vein tt was connecting e brain to other organs!! tt means extra fluid pressing on e vein may stop her system from processing!!! other den tt...dey oso realised that alot of pressure was pressing on her brain n she muz undergo an emergency op to drain off e pressure!! all these came all of a sudden...i mean no1 expected her condition to haf deteriorated so fast!!!! after e op...she was brought down to NICU (ICU specially for brain) and she had part of her hair shaved off juz for e op!!

haiz...sumtimes i seriously dunno wat is happening!! all dese incidents r taking place in a day...can u believe how tired i was tt week?? but i still wanna thank e pple who came to visit mi mum...including her colleagues n her friends n 2 of mi friends!!! wishing her a speedy recovery~~

what we could have been, 11:21 PM.