Sunday, May 15, 2005
haiz again....well since exams r over....lessons resume as usual 2ml liao!! so sianz...n no volleyball training summore!! seriously i dun really like 2 go skool now....unlike when i was in sec3 n sec4....everyday wake up juz makes mi wan 2 quickly go skool!! not sae srjc not good...its mi class lah...but i dun mean all mi classmates...juz a few of dem!! i shall nt name pple...coz sum of u alr noe wat i mean!! tts e 1st matter....2ndly i dun feel e bond wif all mi classmates lor...its like dis person dun like dis person n stuff like tt juz goes on in our class!! sumtimes i truely wonder how i managed 2 live thru mi life 4 e past 1 year until now!! haiz...our class is alr small enuff....y muz we make our class smaller by disliking each other?? sumtimes i really tink...wats e difference between mi n sum of e girls in mi class?? i'm treating everybody e same way as how all of dem r treating dem...but y m i getting diff reactions/response from e others?? wat seriously haf i done wrong?? u noe...@ times i'll tink thru wat happened e past 5mths since e year started...but i dun c how i've offended her in anyway way?? it juz puzzles mi....y is it tt being nice 2 sum1 can get such a response back?? whenever dere's skool...i'll juz hope e day will quickly go by...@ least b4 midyr...dere was still madeline 2 tok to n accompany mi!! now tt she has been accepted in2 university....i'm back 2 living e solo life again!! e worst is 2ml dun haf training....its like how i wish i can haf training everyday!! @ least @ e court....e frenz r true 2 mi n 2wards each other....nt sae hypocrites or stuff like tt!! argh....so sianz...no matter wat....thanx peeps 4 being mi frenz...being wif u guys every training really helped mi 2 4get abt mi troubles in class!! well...pple like pearly shuwei yanli n even e guys like joe n JK...i'm really grateful!! J1 vballers juz makes mi feel all e more wan 2 go 4 training each time...haha!! i dunno how 2 sae e feeling...probably juz makes mi feel warm?? haha...weird saeing...but so long as being wif u all gives mi e feeling i had in sec3 n sec4!! haha...anywae all e best 2 u guyz...
what we could have been, 10:37 PM.
