Sunday, April 03, 2005

haha....yes i'm back again!!!! sorrie 4 nt blogging daily....sum days really dunno wat 2 write leh!! haha...anywae from 2ml onwards we'll be using e new timetable.....a timetable without anymore chinese periods!! haha...in fact i'm feeling kinda bad recently...juz trying 2 get miself 2 stop tinking abt e matter!! dunno y oso...but after looking @ his friendster pics...i haf a strange feeling like as thou i still haf a bit of feelings 4 him!! hmm....thought e feeling has died but seriously...i do feel a pinch of jealousy when i c e pics or rather when i tink abt e point tt he n she are still in close contact!! nt sae i hope 2 restrict his social circle...n he certainly has e right 2 kip i contact wif whoever he wans to...but i do feel sad juz tinking of e point tt we're nt in such close contact after all!! haiz...dunno lah...juz let everyting be natural...like wat pple sae...e more u plan 4 sumting 2 happen...e more god wun let it go ur way!! especially when it cums 2 love...its 可遇不可求!! juz hope i'll be able 2 find sum1 whom i love n who loves mi soon...really leh...hafing so many frenz who r attached juz makes mi feel so lonely...n oso makes mi feel all e more 2 wan a bf...sum1 whom i can rely on when i'm feeling sad n who'll alwaes be dere 4 mi!! haha u c arh...zhiying n eileen, junnan n eileen, yisheng n his gf, andrea n her bf, regina n fabius, suaylun n sophia, jiaguan n peiyi, david n his gf, jieying n kelvin, meiping n benjamin...isnt dis bad enuff?? when can i nt be lonely on valentine's day?? haha...

anywae hope 2ml ms lum will let mi do mi 2.4km run again...really dun wan 2 be under bernard tan leh!! under him will be like hell le...haha...if she does...i muz aim 4 maximum 16.45mins....haha!! pray tt i can do it ya...if i can haf a timing of 17.35 mins dis year from last yr's 18.4+mins...i'm very sure i can improve even more!! pray 4 mi guys...hope i'll able 2 be beat mi own record!!

kkz...going 2 continue mi gp essay on terrorism...will be back 2ml 2 tell u guys abt mi new 2.4km timing if possible!! haha....take care~

what we could have been, 11:42 PM.