Friday, April 22, 2005
wow...its finally e end of e week!! but sumhow i feel like as thou e week has changed 2 bcum a month or so leh...took so long 4 e whole week 2 pass!! maybe because alot of tings happened dis week lor...like i mentioned in 1 of e posts earlier...weiting is ignoring mi again!! i really cant take it liao lor....its as thou i owed her in our previous life...tts y now she's showing mi her attitude!! sometimes i wish i was nt born wif such sensitiveness so i wun be able 2 feel pple's attitude towards mi!! dunno lah...e tings happening now juz makes mi wish tt i was nv born in dis world?? its like...seriously i never knew treating pple in a nice manner is a crime...everytime she ignore mi...i'll tink back @ e events tt took place b4 n e words i saed...but i really dunno wat is wrong lor!! den when she nid help from mi again...she'll tok 2 mi again!! dis shows how realistic she can be...i noe dis will nt do...nt finding out wat i did wrong!! nt knowing wat went wrong does nt solve e problem @ all...e whole problem will resurface when i'm of no use 2 her again!! but how?? i muz admit i dun dare 2 ask her wat went wrong whenever we tok...wat can i do now?? since e start of e year 2 now...she has ignored mi 4 more den 6-7 times?? i'm really nt exaggerating...but dis's how i passed mi 1st quarter of 2005!! so sickening...juz hope dis problem will nt last 4 long!! haiz.......
what we could have been, 9:21 PM.
