Saturday, March 26, 2005
haiz....2dae's been a pretty bad day 4 mi!! firstly...had gp tuition in e morning @ 8.30!! damn...it really sux!! i'm starting 2 hate dis gp tutor more n more!! i really wish 2 stop dis tuition...as it's really pointless for mi 2 continue leh!! juz pray tt mi mum will respect mi decision n let mi stop dis tuition for good!! e second thing tt made mi feel so sad is when mi mum told mi tt she has been told uncle eddie(mi mum's bro) has only 4 more months to live!! haiz...how can dis happen to him?? he's only 56 years old...although 56 is a cursed number for his parents who both died @ e age of 56...but so many siblings haf alr passed that age...cant it be e same for him too?? haiz...how i wish i can go over to see him...well...e earliest 4 mi is oso after may 13th...which is e last day for mi mid-year exams!! hope God will let him pass his birthday in november this year...or even beta...let him see his son graduate from university next year!! hmm...life is really so unpredictable...his cancer cells had stopped spreading...yet now...it has already spread 2 his lungs n liver n to his bones!! will dere be a miracle?? do miracles reallt exist in e world?? we all can only wait n see...
what we could have been, 8:22 AM.
